Thursday, March 12, 2009

The Jenny Logs

It's 7:16pm and I'm hungry. Really hungry. Like, the only way I feel I could fix my hunger is by getting multiple plates full of buffet food. The thing is... I can't. I cannot eat anymore today. It is not allowed, for you see, I am on a diet. Not just a diet, but a paid diet. I signed up for Jenny Craig. Even typing that was embarassing for me. It shouldn't be embarassing though right?! I have a lot of complexes with this. For one, I'm asking for help, not a favor, but help. The other, most prominent reason I have a problem with this is because of a 5th grader. My weight/body was just fine when I was a kid, yet the fat girl in class would call me fat. Yes, the fat girl called me, a fit 10 year old, fat. They didn't teach pyschology to 5th graders, so I had no idea that she was projecting her emotions onto me...and why me, I'll never know. Among other taunts, she would call Jenny Craig, give them my information, and a consultant would call my house asking for me. What a bitch right? So I have some complex about doing their diet program. I'm sure I'll get past it, but I don't like announcing it.

So how's it going... It's Week 1, Day 4. I feel like I spend all day eating my planned meals, but I'm never full. I never realized how much I rely on chocolate to get me through the day. The meals and snacks are set at 1500 calories/day... if I'm still hungry after 1500 calories, how much was I consuming before?

I do like how I don't have to think about what I'm going to eat. It's all planned out, and my meals are just a conventional oven away. Also, I can have all the sugar free Jello I want! JEALOUS!?

Monday I go in to get my next week's worth of food and to check in with a consultant. We'll see what Week One has brought me.

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