Slump

I'm in kind of a slump right now. I don't feel motivated to write anything new. I have, but I'm missing the drive, and that bothers me. I've been working a lot of overtime at work. It's wearing me out. I think it's just a combination of events that are resulting in the downward slope that is my mood. Yet I go out there with a smile on face. I have some mental block. In the back of my mind, no matter what it is, there's a voice saying, "You're Kelly... you're not supposed to be sad." That's not healthy. I don't like people knowing that I'm sensitive; that I'm vunerable. Yet at the same time, I'd like them to know. It's nice when people reach out to you. Even just a small gesture that says, "I'm here for you" is nice. I haven't written a blog in a while, and I've been wanting to, but I knew that this is what I would write about. "Why would people want to read about this?" So I didn't. Why now? I figured I need to express how I feel in order to get pass it. I'm not going to change my mood until I acknowledge what is going on now. I'm going to go get a drink now. I don't know why you need to know that...but did you really need to know everything else?